I don't know that anyone ever sits backs, reflects and says, "You know what, I really know what I'm doing."
We're all taking it one day at a time.
We're all playing it be ear.
We're all living by faith, or trust, or tradition... or whatever we chose.
Someone said to me the other day, "You're so positive!" And I literally responded instinctively with self-deprication, "Um, ask my husband. I certainly am not."
A.) It's because it's hard for me to take a compliment. (Can I get an amen on that one?)
B.) No, I'm not always positive. In fact, I'm realisitic. A lot of the times.
But who I am and I am who I aspire to be are sometimes those are two different people... and I bet it's the same for you.
So, it may bear repeating.
No one ever sits back, reflects and says, "You know what, I really know what I'm doing."
Just keep going.
We all are.